Tyson is cool

BLM:75 WHM:75 SMN:60 RDM:20 THF:75 WAR:75 DRK:75 RNG:58

I have never said this before but today I felt like Mike Tyson.

He was in an interview giving details of his fight with Holyfield. He was explaining how during his famous fight he was getting head butted and the referee was refusing to acknowledge it. After several times of this happening he lost control and decided to show Holyfield how he could break the rules too.

So most people say they feel like Mike because he is a champion. Today I felt like Mike because he was cheated. And I have said this before, the weaker competitor cheats. Yeah it was the same for me at work too. I so don't wanna talk abouit work but I have to if I am to get over it. I would take phone calls and try to speak to people but people would cause distractions and interrupt me just to show me they didn't like me. This would happen throughout the day, the same people, with me getting no relief except that if I showed them it bothered me, I couldn't tell if it was the right thing or the wrong thing to do. I eventually complained to the managers who referred me to HR who then disciplined me for rude behavior etc and they even suggested I see a psychiatrist.

But the obvious flaw is the referee. If the world is gonna turn a blind eye to wrongdoings and if I start doing those wrongdoings and then people turn on me for doing them, it's time for me to go. How can I compete with the world?

So the interview continues and Mike loses his love of boxing. Small wonder when it's full of fixes and deals and arrangements all made in the background to make winning just a little less fair for the king. And that was me; I was the king of customer service. I had not just a high IQ, but 18 years experience, a private university degree, I could speak and write Spanish and I had the luxury of many friends in the business that spoke highly of working with me. So how do you take a person of this caliber down? Well stick him with a bunch of 1 year olds and put a 5 year old manager on top of him and then see how many "errors" he makes.

I should sue Citibank. It was their manager (aka, referee) that allowed this. After a couple of interviews and subpeonas and a psychological evaluation, I'm sure there would be money there for my suffering and my eventual breakdown but I'm too tired now. I uh, dream of being the old guy and i have the same attitude but I have a fat body now and a jaded or bent deameanor. I'm not a boxer anymore.

At least Mike Tyson got away with a couple of kids out of the deal. I am running out of money now and it boggles my mind how much money I could have had and saved, but now it's over. I gotta find a new gig like Mike but you can't just go back to customer service, cux just like boxing, it's a young man's game. I'm not scared but I just know that I would be looking through jade-colored glasses so to speak. Maybe some people would call them "beer goggles".

I know what you're thinking, hahahah, must be nice to be me. I got it so easy why don't I just buck up and put some feed down. Even recently it was implied to me that I was acting like a baby. A baby! I have beople showing up to harass me online on Shadowrun and on FFXI and even at the bar. I go to theaters and my reputation is such that people even show up there just to mess up my movie watching. That's what happens when you are 40 and famous in Jacksonville. One of these days maybe someone will tell what I'm guilty of, that I got to be so famous.