Unbelievable Faith

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When you travel to Vegas sometimes you think to yourself that you can do what you want since "what happens in Vegas, stays in Vegas."  Our pastor said this in church.  He was there for a pastor meeting and meted out some comedy regarding gambling.  He said it was ok to gamble but also he said it's only a sin if you lose.  And if you win, you have to give 10%.  He also mentioned that he was only kidding because his wife taught him that you have to SAY that you're kidding when you do it.

This is what comedy is all about.  Comedy is like a nucleaus formed to attract people and then you can push them away with the YOUR truth.  I found myself clapping at the wrong time during that monologue, agreeing with him that you had to tithe if you won... despite having gambled, which of course you shouldn't do to start with.  But it was fun to "get caught".  This is comedy.  It's a ying yang of emotion where you think terrible things but only in fun and then you have to take a moment to judge your OWN character.

That's what Bill Maher and Sarah Silverman do.  You don't have to ACTUALLY lock eyes with your dog during sex, but you do have to decide if you might.  You don't have to actually write some new rules for the stupid people, but you MIGHT want to.

I watched several new movies recently.  I had seen Dakota Fanning in several movies and since I didn't want to see her go away, I decided to watch her new one.  Jennifer Connelly was in it too along with some other actors, I forget their names... I don't watch movies for the guys, that's like a sausage party to me.  Even while I was watching Star Trek, the Wrath of Khan recently I wondered about Kirstie Alley and how good looking she was.  I caught myself over and over again thinking "wow, she's good looking".  I wonder how much less the movie would have been without her there... oh that's right the Search for Spock kind of displays that for us...

I just thought of CNN for some reason.

In the movie, you find out early on that "the Swede" was a hero and his father had a glove factory.  He employs black people but it seems benign since the main story centers around the Swede's daughter and how his and her life unfolds.  She grows up lonely despite being incredibly smart and beautiful and she hits on her dad, unnaturally.  This... doesn't remind me... of anyone.  But the story continues on and she becomes a terrorist.  As you watch the story unfold, we start to try to guess at who the real terrorist might be.  The mother works with everyone to try to get her daughter back, after the daughter bombs a post office/gas station with dynamite.  She doesn't believe her daughter capable of it and believes her daughter must be under the influence of others.  But as you pay more attention, indeed you will have to watch it several times to fully understand it, you will notice the background more, the HELL they live in.

Hell is not someplace you go to after death.  I am not a preacher so I can speak it to you plainly.  Hell is having to live somewhere you are not wanted.  Hell is excommunication.  Remember what they said in Silent Hill, "we are called upon to cleanse this filth".  Yeah... that...

People start to feel that righteousness and even the children can be "targets".  How do the doctors get rid of cancer?  Well, they use poison don't they?  They pour irritation into your body until nothing but the cells that are alive and oblivious to pain and that have strong purpose can survive.  Do you see that?  Curing cancer with radiation is poison.  You shouldn't use poison on your body but if you want to keep other cells from becoming crazy, you pour this "fire" into your body so that the cells without a purpose expire.

I have explained cancer to you all before.  It's like terrorism.  You look and see where the money(blood)  is coming from and you cut off the supply of money.  Such is how you treat these wounds except that in your body you can't just laser out the bad cells(actually you can) without doing damage to your whole body. And the knowledge is still there.  Whatever crazy idea these cells passed on to other cells about being crazy, it still lives, even if some of the really bad cells are lasered out. 

Cancer cells are created through radiation.  They receive MORE energy than they are supposed to know about and they CRAVE that boost, and go crazy.  Usually the best thing to do is to stop what you are doing everyday and remove ALL radiation from your life.  But we talked about this at the weekly group meeting that addiction is like porn is like gluttony.  It's VERY hard to lose weight.  I have tried it.  I know.  It's VERY hard to get rid of porn.  I have tried it.  I know.  It's very hard to stop going to the bar everyday once you get used to it.  I have tried it.  I know.

The addictive part of the bar is not that oh wow the people there are so great, no.  The addictive part comes in all the unnatural respect they give you ... right up until they can get you out of there.  It's no secret that most people are there to work their deals with others looking for deals, so when you go there to "drink beer and eat BBQ", you might be in someone's way that doesn't want you to SEE them doing their deals or frequenting the bar like it's THEIR territory, but it's not. 

It's your territory, it's my territory... they're just rentin' it - Reign of Fire

It's like that policeman from Texas said once on CNN, "you can tell they weren't there to drink beer and eat BBQ". Because of that, it seems clear to me that I am not the only one that happened into a bar and got treated like they stepped on someone's foot.

So there you go, I have cured cancer for ya.  Good luck getting people to agree though because the industry of medicine or dealing drugs or, indeed any industry, is about asking you to trust them while they pull your arm around your back and pin you to some wall.  But I have lost weight! With considerable effort I have been able to switch my need to eat with some vision of some excellent girl I want to get into bed.  If you have enough "hope", you can do anything.  Such is the way with porn.  I have "hope" that I will find some girl and start a family and to do that I can't have people mention or believe that I watch porn so I have gotten rid of all of it and honestly you can't fake that.  If you watch porn, you REALLY have trouble looking at women and they can probably tell that you don't NEED women, even though you do... but you might not.

Lost my point... oh, so in the movie we find that Merry(Meredith but coincidentally Merry(happiness) and the hero are like Mary and Jesus, aka. people WORTHY of worship) is unhappy despite being incredibly beautiful and incredibly gifted and even learned.  It takes a lot to read philosophy and in the movie she talks about reading Marx which I haven't done but it tells me she is PAST my level of everyday reading.  It's people like this that can move planets but the only thing that really happens is that gravity shifts and people ask for a sacrifice.

After you watch the movie twice, you notice more things.  The Klu Klux Klan leader, the black lady sidekick that is militant but the hero can't see it, the big and loose mouth his father has about "little people" Republicans, you even notice the psychiatrist who is played by Molly Parker who if you are like the little kid in Last Action Hero, you know her role is to play some whore, which is what she does in the movie is trade the daughter's soul on to some terrible people but she comes away clean because of who she is in this "community".

So in parting I will ask you some simple questions she was asking at 12, that I am asking at the age of 50 or so and that still have no answers...

"why are the apes here?"  "why are Kangaroos here?"

It's sad that her father didn't or didn't seem to understand his daughter while she was "alive". My father didn't fully understand ME while he was alive.  He often asked me to talk to a psychiatrist which as you can see in this movie is exactly what NOT to do.  Let me explain it plainly.  If there is some DIVISION in the city, where some people believe I am insane, only two things can be true.  Either I am right about being sane or everyone that thinks I an insane... is insane.  

Those are the only two possibilities.

(Definition of life from the movie, from Merry, who is besieged): Life is a short SPACE of time... in WITCH we live...

PS. Did the little girl have unbelievable faith?  See the movie, then watch as both sides POUR their "faith" into her.