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Friday, March 27, 2015

Chris, demons exist


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It bugged me last night that Chris Hayes seemed to think that most people that saw demons, WANTED to see demons, and so were making it up. So I resolved to write about it today to maybe open his eyes if he reads this.  

Now, this is something that you should really pay attention to is that you don't WANT to be able to see demons.  It's like they say in the movies that once you can see demons, they can see you.  And once they see you, they ALL start to want to push your mind to collapse.  Remember also, that demons are just people that perhaps you can't put your finger on.  People that DEAL in evil want you to leave them alone to continue to perpetuate evil, but obviously your perfect world has just had a "rift" open in the space/time continuum.  Once you know about some of them and if you can't just single them out from the rest, by putting them in jail, they will gather together and try to single YOU out from the rest of your dimension, so as to seal the rift.  This is what they mean by the veil, or doors, or windows into the soul, or even tears in the fabric of space.  

Oh you get it now?!!! 

Last night I was watching an old show I had seen before called Deliver Us from Evil.  I have seen it many times and often I would guess at what the images mean.  In this case, even though the movie was about demons and exorcism, the end credits attribute the story to a real life police officer and priest and supposedly a real life demon that was exorcised.  

Intriguing right?  

The movie stars Eric Bana and Olivia Munn and I was sort of disappointed that there were no boobie shots or a love scene since this was a light budget horror movie but since the story was tight and the effects were awesome and since I recognized the two actors, I watched it several times and grew to really enjoy it.  It reminds me of another movie called The Conjuring that shows the steps needed to create a demon.  It sounds stupid unless it has come close to happening to you and you SEE what they are talking about.  

Being possessed is something that can only occur in the city.  That is, in a large city where huge groups of people go around unnoticed and  are willing to act to convert a sane person into a puppet.  The first step is infestation.  You make the person believe they are literally surrounded by evil, both by cops, by judges, by drive-thru people, by relatives, even by children.  All it takes is you put these "representatives" in the right place and the person starts to believe that ALL cops are evil, that ALL children are evil, that ALL your relatives are IN on it.  And just like a girl eventually gives up the goods after being "hit" on over and over(have I mentioned how I detest this method even though it works), just so, eventually you will begin to fear your environment, you will begin to fear the woods, you begin to FEEL lost or like giving up.  

Now you might think that since these people are SO interested in making this happen, that they would cease to let it continue once you started to show signs of losing your mind.  But no, apparently there is a process or something and it really doesn't stop until you make some sort of outside connection.  YOU have to make it stop because, the people who do this, they ENJOY it.  I would love to point out who these people are but the more I talk about it the more it sounds like I am one of them.  Do you see why this is such a delicate subject?  Again the more you start believing me, the more your eye will wander at the bar or at the hotel or at the festival outside.  The more curious you are about things you don't normally venture into, the more interesting they become to you.  That's where they get you because these "demons", that's all they do all day after making 400 bucks from 40 cents worth of drugs is figure out who wants them in jail.  They "work" 5 days a month and the rest of the time they can decide to work on security which means spying out people with a "wandering" eye.  

This is why the bible warns of PRIDE because there is no way in hell! you should try to take on anyone of these people alone.  Take their picture, record their voice, or write in a journal but don't go right over there and start up a conversation about what they do for a living because once the lying starts, so does the surveillance.  Trust me when I say that days later after chatting up one of their workers someone will show up with an evil "eye"(someone puts salt in one of their eyes and makes you SEE his/her ugly irritated eye) to let you know they are watching you and if you don't already have the police on your side, you had better get it.  As a journalist you probably think that they can surveillance you till they are blue in the face since you have nothing to hide and you probably think at least in your mind that if you don't offer offense then none is taken so it's ok to just leave things as they are... don't let that happen, once they do a little surveillance, it grows like an INFECTION, to a greater amount of surveillance and soon they are in your phone, computer, your car, your work area, and even your mail and advertisements.  Again these people, (did I mention that these were PEOPLE), enjoy doing it and are probably not anyone you have ever seen before.  They aren't going to have mercy on you once you begin to insult your wife or your boss or after you lose your job or get in a car accident.  Once your life starts to hit the rails, you might think ok they've had their fun they are probably going to stop bothering me now.  No, trust me, the only thing to do is to gather evidence and do it BEFORE you go to the police because in a corrupt police department, as you have seen lately... exists, it's easier to put the rape victim into a mental institution, than to put the whole police department in danger by taking on a group of people doing surveillance that are probably getting paid to do it by... let's see who is paying these people... oh yeah, GANGS.   So much safer yeah?  You see now why policemen can't have fear?  It's so much easier by the fearful police to just say "aw shucks, if they was doing drugs why do we the police gotta go risk OUR lives because THEY did drugs."  Do you see how that purpose is BENT? 

Us/them much? 

Oh yeah, the movie, well in the movie, Eric/main character is a policeman who has a secret where he beats up a sick man who kills a little girl.  The man asked for help halfway through the beating and Eric really doesn't act this part well because even though he doesn't show it onscreen, I know that he started to enjoy it... to enjoy(to possibly enjoy) beating up the helpless man... to death.   

This is his secret.  

The movie turns to another scene where a lady is being told by someone to dump her baby into a canal and then later she is taken down after apparently telepathically speaking with a main man, a "source" demon or maybe a master demon.  Eric is also a master, and he has his apprentice cop next to him all throughout the movie, much younger and mucho macho in shape and stuff.  

Now it's because Eric lost his mind that one moment in time, while beating up that man, that he as a cop now has this "sense" of evil.  He talks about it to his apprentice who probably wonders how old he has to be before HE gets the power.  This theme has been repeated thoughout movie-dom which to me is like all of history.  Eddie Murphy had this in 48 hrs.  Picard has this after he is rescued from the Borg.  The wardens have it after they drink the blood of the enemy in Dragon Age: Origins.  Riddick has his eyes that see evil yet he is still divine after having killed a whole lot of people.  Spiderman has it after being bitten by a spider right?  "Spidey-sense tingling", he says.  It's figurative but it's also real life. 

Once you've been tainted with evil, you have dreams of the dragon or of the Omega or you can see the EYE like the Hobbit does when he tastes evil over and over by putting on the ring.  Do you see that?  That once you put on the ring, now you are one of US and not them.  Now you are someone that uses secrets that uses shadows that hides the truth.  Not once does he lie(wait, did he find his courage?), though perhaps that is why he can be absolved or redeemed is because he has had evil thoughts but he has not ACTED out evil.  Remember the Paladin?  He can think evil thoughts, weigh them in his emotions, do cowardly deeds that don't befit a paladin, but once he does an evil act, one that wrongs another, he will NEVER be paladin again.  

And if I was the son of the devil he would be thanking me now because oh boy, have I met a BUNCH of people that will never be paladin again... 

Oh yeah, the movie, so later on after he arrests the girl who threw her baby away on command, he checks out the video and finds that she wasn't nuts, she was being directed.(Who knew?)  Later on, he meets a priest that starts to explain about demons mostly because Eric can't put it all together much like all of YOU can't put it together because it takes time to understand.  It takes time to learn.  LEARN.  Do you get it now?   Most people don't like to learn, most especially they won't want to learn about how evil works.  That's why the catholic church is so important.  Sure they have their failings but like in so many instances, there is history there.  50/50.  The pope KNOWS what he is talking about, not because he is telepathically connected to god, but because he is like me and like MANY other preachers out there that are willing to learn about evil and to master it.   There is an old saying that "only a wounded physician can hope to heal".  That's your message for today is to listen to physicians with wounds because they know how to heal them, how they happened, and what has or has not worked.  Also remember, 50/50.  Another Bush as President could be a phenomenological leap from his brother in an attempt to completely redeem the family name, or he might just completely and expertly do whatever he wants, this time with zero to NONE chance of people from the press or from the proletariat to stop him.  

Oh, the movie,  so once you get halfway through it you got this "source" demon literally being able to do incredible magic and knowing what I know, and the pope knowing what the pope knows living literally next door to the original Italian mafia, we know that incredible things(magicks) happen when GROUPS of people work the strings all in concert usually against very few people.  So as I am watching I'm trying to figure out how people in the hallway coincidentally separate the master from his apprentice(not really) and then the apprentice dies from someone that is just better at fighting, a killer born, which is what the source demon was and that leads us to the finale where the source demon captures Eric's wife and daughter and then calls him from his house.   It's a move that literally begs incredulity because what person would do this?  It's unfathomable and yet it happened in real life.  Obviously the movie makes it quite the spectacle and that brings us to the finale(what, was that redundant?) where the guy just gives himself up and they put him in a room and everyone knows, most especially the source demon that this violence-filled man is going to be forced to beat him to death to get the information he needs to find out where his wife and daughter is(which he has done before and which the demon knows).  And this fight, this EPIC conflict between a master demon and a master cop whose apprentice was killed and whose wife and daughter were taken, has all been staged to take place there at the police station.  EVERYONE will know that this master cop has been turned and will know his secret and ALL of the station will now carry his secret if they will all let it.  

This is much like Othello again.  See that?  Flip the one piece and all the police station is now flipping over to the dark side.  To the master demon and his horde, that's a goal worth risking.   

But as you watch the next scenes you begin to see that the priest has done his work well.  He accepted the master's confession.  So, he released the binding spell the demon had over Eric and he went into the exorcism free of being bound by the demon's words.  Later as the demon changed indeed the smell and the shade of the very room from day into night, to two men stood there convincing the man to come out of the demon, showing him, daring him to believe in the uncorrupability of the department, of this man, of this master.  And even as the demon got his second wind and attempted again to bind the cop through anger, through provocation, through spell and spam, the cop/master followed the acts of the priest and showed himself to the demon as someone worthy to see his soul.  

The demon too was fighting.  He is possessed.  All demons are possessed because they are fearful of someone of greater power.  People lose faith in their police and believe that they are not ruled by their peers but by mercenaries that work for a lord.  Once people believe police corrupt or lose faith in their police department, they can be possessed by evil not because they enjoy doing evil deeds but because it seems that if they don't act first, they will be acted upon. This demon showed us that.  His fear of a higher hand, of a more powerful demon, of one that buys and pays cops to betray regular people, is what drove him before the exorcism, and it's only through this cleansing where both souls are brought close together through lies and noise and disguise and finally through a blank stare... that there can be a cleansing.  Where a demon's/man's fear can be turned from fearing that all people work for the one king who has doomed him, to believing that he is safe and that the system works and that noone, most especially this master cop and priest, wants to kill him.  Once he has faith in the system again, once he understands as I do that people that are normal don't want anyone to even be hurt, he can work with the police and not feel that they will slaughter him through some unfortunate masturbation accident in his jail cell... (what?)  

How do I know this you ask?  Well, it's because of all of my time in customer service.  Rarely, we would have people call in that were possessed by demons on the phone(yes really lol no not really) but like in the movie, for some reason, it would show they were calling from New York!(just kidding)  Anyways, seriously, people that were irate on the phone could not be calmed down.  We were forced to be subservient to everyone and since we couldn't raise our voice, they would just continue to rant and rave even to managers about whatever little thing was wrong with their bill.  This was, of course, illegal.  You can't harass people on the phone any more than you can harass people in real life but since it was allowed it continued and since it was allowed to continue, some people got really good at it.  My sister quit her job there for that reason.  Everyone used to make mention that customer service was one of the hardest jobs out there next to CEO.  Why?  Well, because you had to take so much stress from people pouring hate into the phone.  

What was my solution?  What did I learn that defeated this notion?  I learned to raise my voice.  Only an exorcism defeats the demon.  They start yelling, so YOU start yelling and eventually as both your souls face off and the possessed person finally understands that you care about him and that you are free from hate, that your heart and soul and indeed your emotions are right there for him to see, only then does he calm down and explain his real problem and why and how he needs it fixed.  

See, so you people should thank me.  Customers are not allowed to abuse associates anymore probably mostly because of me(pride).  Now I was free from abusing this and never did I enjoy raising my voice at people but eventually other people did it just like I did, which I didn't mind as a supervisor and then they started to enjoy it, which I did mind.  Some of those people got fired and it was probably my fault to some degree... but overall the customer service area became a sane place to work in.  A place that had order in it and where people didn't complain about wanting to quit anymore.  

So if I can allow myself a moment of PRIDE, there thank you.  Now let me just say that there is a good reason to keep with the catholic religion, not to allow it to rule us but to have it as a workout routine to remind us of our past and what having blind faith is like and how good it feels.  We should all practice religion, we should practice it like we drink liquor, which means maybe once or twice weekly, in my opinion.  Maybe have a Wednesday(Odin's day do nothing day) and Saturday(Saturn's day the god of wine) days of going out and a Sunday(day of the sun) and Thursday(Thor's day is a day to get hammered with religion ((oh that doesn't make sense))) as days of religion and confession or cleansing.  If I had a million dollars I would open up a catholic or baptist church that was also a bar.  My dad says it's ridiculous but take your time and consider it.  Consider a place where your secrets were safe and where revealing them would be considered heresy.  It's nice to drink liquor at the bar.  Trust me I know.  There was a time where I would welcome people to sit by me and we would have a long conversation about politics or about religion.  I have to admit sometimes people would get ornery and even though I didn't disagree with anything they said, it got to a point where the bartender would shut us all up.  A good idea I guess.  Still worse though, (ok I was about to end this but I guess now I'm going to talk about the bar) is when they try to CHANGE the bar.  Sometimes instead of everyone caring about each other and listening to each other's problems which could include things like water pollution, traffic jams, corruption in city hall, sometimes instead of that people want you to shut up at the bar.  This is great but if you don't connect to other people, you don't CARE about other people, and eventually even though they might be all showering in piss water, paying twice the normal property tax or missing work because of a corrupt mechanic or whoever, what happens is the whores and the drug dealers all talk to each other and everyone else is not allowed to talk.  Us versus them.  That's what people from New York or New Jersey are doing to the bars here in Jacksonville.  That's what they means by aliens invading.  The aliens usually have more technology but what they REALLY have is a precise know how of how to us/them a people so as to maximize profit.  That's what happened in Greece right?  People that knew how to profit from a lax derivatives trading system caused the collapse of our economy and when we fixed ours they went over to Greece and caused the collapse of theirs.  

This is a very old story.  

Even in Detroit right?  People show up from out of town to fix the city's money problems and suddenly the city and police pensions are gonna have to take a hit, while a few others from out of town do the FIXING... and get rich.  You should be very wary of people from out of town doing ANYTHING in your town.

Ok so I've rambled on enough.  So from all of this you should take note that the POPE knows what he is doing, God bless him.  We should all hope that he remains existent and alive, as the royals do, to serve as a beacon, to show that SOMEONE knows what evil is and is safe from it and is NOT ACTUALLY perpetuating it.  The pope KNOWS how to exorcise demons... and, in a way, so do I.  

PS. Remember also evil is not normal and that it must be allowed to vent.  Hatred is like this.  It gets poured in over and over and if you don't vent it, it builds.  People see this in you and may want to pop it, imo.  I believe evil people feel guilty, so much so that they hurt themselves to offset the pain they've caused others.  Perhaps this is why so many executives delve into masochism, to purge the wrong they feel inside.  Remember in Sin City when omg beautiful Carla Gugino gets her hand eaten and then she exclaims that the guy made her watch and then Mickey Rourke's character says, "dames, all they gotta do is let it out and a few buckets later you couldn't tell the difference".  I believe that crying releases you from guilt somewhat and that people that cut themselves, induce this crying for that reason, so that they can be "released" from the pain/guilt that they feel from whatever source, sort of the like the priest did to Eric Bana in the movie. 

Ok so what evil did Carla do you might wonder, well, she got into bed with that other actress(that we all saw in the movie shorts) and made her think she was going to be in the movie, lol, that's just wrong... 

"here feel these..."