What I am... used to

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What shall we talk about? 

You remember that line in Indiana Jones?  Yeah, I say it more often than I would like usually before I start writing.  It's a way of reminding myself that not everyone has the same perspective yes?  Indeed sometimes it may seem like you are in another country running your bar, exclaiming "you can't treat me like this... I am an American!"  But she kind of chose to run her bar in another country didn't she?  Well that's how I feel sometimes.  

Today I am sitting there watching this squirrel in front of my yard and there he is digging a hole and burying his nut right in front of my face.  Reminds me yet again of what property is.  It's like yeah you don't care if I bury this here plus I am full and if you want it well, take it... but I know you won't.  

Let's see what other philosophies can I espouse today.  Yesterday I went to my sister's house for Thanksgiving and I was reminded yet again of family.  I like them, I really do but sometimes it's like they are from another planet.  There was a time we were all lovey dovey, the more the merrier, mi casa su casa and now... not so much.  

We watched Jurassic something and it was pretty good.  Bryce Dallas is like OMG I want to see her naked.  Did I used to watch too much porn?  Perhaps.  She is looking old though.  And she's probably younger than me and I don't think I look that old but I do feel it a lot.  When I watch TV it feels like all those people are my age, I completely forget whether I look good or if I have a bad reputation or if I can even jog.  I immediately go back to the state of mind that I had when I was at the pinnacle of my existence and start to rate people like I am at my best.  It's weird.  

Today I am having leftovers from yesterday.  I didn't want to eat breakfast since I had a large meal planned so I put it all in the microwave and today I am happy to say it still tastes good.  The microwave is weird though because unlike the toaster, you can dry out your food easily so it's best to throw some water on top of the food before you nuke it.  The bread NEEDS to go in the toaster there is no way that bread can be nuked... word to the wise.  Sour cream is iffy.  Obviously it doesn't go well in the microwave but if it is on the beans already then it doesn't dry out.  

I used the last of the coffee so I put all the rest in the filter and it turned out WAY too strong, so I poured out about two cups of it after forcing down 1 1/2 cups of the too strong stuff and I was prepared to pour two more cups in.  After I poured 1 cup though, it started boiling it in so I waited til it finished doing that and lo and behold, I cup was enough.  

I tried to influence my brother to play Diablo with me online sometime but he is really too busy I think.  His wife has a lot of time to play but thinking about it now, it's a terrible idea.  I don't want to play online with her, that's like sacrilege... unless he plays too.  That reminds me of another time that I played online with a certain Mexican bartender and his wife.  We got along great, until I started shying away from playing with her and then he totally cut off the whole experiment.  Either she complained that I treated her wrong or I don't know what but we were totally playing and talking one day and the next it was like ZIP up that zipper.  I have a tendency to play with people that have girlfriends because I don't feel like there is pressure there but it can totally backfire once a long period of time goes by and ... whatdayaknow... still single.  Yeah, I am always single, always been single, always gonna be single.  

That's what I am used to.