Trials?

BLM:90 WHM:90 SMN:90 THF:90 WAR:90 DRK:90 RNG:90 PLD:90

While wandering through the desert, your purpose may become distant, your goal may become reachable, and your self may become slight.

Most men lead quiet lives of desperation. - Thoreau I think.

I had one more thing to say about not having a religion.  If you find yourself without a deity to worship, you might work hard and wonder why you are so happy without a church or a preacher or without family or a spouse.  In such a case you have begun to "quietly" worship money.   And the use of money is puppetry.  To worship IT is to "quietly" worship yourself.