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Monday, August 29, 2016

Perfect storm

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I watched Joel this week and was heartened to see him once again giving a great sermon with no faults at all.  He is 100% right and he makes it look easy.  That's one way of telling if someone is an artist is that they make it look easy.  

Great artists aren't trained.  Training has nothing to do with it.  Training is what happens in school.  We all get taught up to the current status quo of what general knowledge is and then, at this level, it's up to us to see if we will SELL this ability.  I studied Finance.  It was my dream to one day lead the world or be in a position of authority but as it turns out I am where I want to be but without authority, which is fine.  I had always been afraid of people finding out that I am incredibly smart.  I knew they would be afraid and I knew I would be ridiculed and now that it has happened I am sort of at ease with it.  It's already happened.  Rapture over, now we can get down to the nitty gritty of figuring out what 1/3 of people need to go. lol.

That wasn't very funny.  But if you flaunt it you must want it.  

Ok, now my message is not about Joel though I am happy to call him a contemporary because he really is #notjustcornflakes, he is the real deal. OH, my point there was that some days ago my only famous person that likes me got called mediocre so I almost tweeted something prophetic but I didn't want to give myself away so I will say it here.  There are no mediocre writers.  All great writers are PRACTICED writers.  All great leaders are PRACTICED leaders.  All great preachers and popes are PRACTICED popes.  It takes time.  It takes refinement.  You might think that Trump is no Obama right?  Yeah.  It's true.   He is no Obama but he IS Obama 8 years ago.  There is NO difference.  And what works for his little corporations is FAR from what will work in office.  He will have to be open, honest, and dare I say it... curious.  

That's why watching the movie Widowmaker is no important because you learn from that story how it should be.  That's why I quote movies because none of you have really read the BIBLE( except you Joel) so I have to USE a commonly viewed scenario to shortly explain what would take a LONG TIME to explain and would not make as much sense.  I think they need to make a movie on the books of the BIBLE soon before it becomes less and less relevant.   

In the movie, the really nice Captain played by Quigon (which is the really too nice Jedi) Liam Neeson has trouble with his boat and is pre-replaced by Harrison Ford.  Now just those two names should be enough to get you to watch the movie.  It's not especially great as far as action but some good parts include the one where the sub is taken to maximum depth and all their lives are put in danger.  This is not unlike the one TNG episode where Picard's twin takes them to a Neutron Star just to see how long it will take to depose him as leader.  Quigon yells and yells and Harrison Ford yells back at him,

"I need to see WHERE [that maximum] is!" 

And that is what Trump does.  He is testing to see if we want to work with Russia, testing to see if his followers care all that much about the border, testing to see if self-funding was really such a good idea and if being free of favors... even makes sense.  "What if I press this here NUKE button, who's gonna stop me?"

As you can see it seems irresponsible at first... then it seems not so irresponsible when Harrison Ford does it... lol.  That's charm but that's also leadership.  Again I am not saying Trump is great president he probably howls banter in the shower for all I know but he is already practiced at being a leader of people that all selfishly want money and now he will need to BEGIN leading BOTH halves of the nation.  

There are TWO reasons to live to grow or to destroy.  I always thought that my goal in life was to grow things.  But later in life I was STOPPED and now I have begun to do things slowly as I wonder about how to destroy things.  Only some things.  

Leading is about weeding not about needing.  

I got that from William Shatner when he justified blocking people to one of his followers.  He said you have to weed your garden or the bad elements take over.  Small wonder that Trump, with his "you're fired" rhetoric, is not so ill-conceived.  People understand sacrifice.  As I said in my last blog it is basic human nature.  And I am here to tell you that losing your job should not be so frowned upon.  We don't need the same people in ANY position let alone one where you frequently trip up.  Being a doctor should not be difficult, can you look stuff up online, ok, check your credentials see if you are honest, ok, poof, you are a doctor.  It's not hard.  Firing them should ALSO not be hard.  

What was my point... oh, so singing in the shower might be something JOEL does(here we go again) because that was his message this week was to sing to the father.  This is brilliant.  Singing really is a tuning fork for happiness.   Whenever you are sad, put a music video on that you can sing to and actually sing with it, you will notice how your body and your battered mind, calm down.  Music soothes the beast... ok I am getting really off track now and I have a long way to go.  

Way back there I was going to help out Donald with his quest to try things but hopefully he will understand that he will someday BE Obama but that he's nowhere close at this point.  Obama is refined.  Obama is battered and sad and worn.  Obama is practiced.  He is an artist and if he starts to give speeches for money, I don't think that should be a problem but if his wife wants to some day run for congress and do what the Clintons did... open a trust fund for him but not for her... that sounds a little batty, in my opinion.  

Oh boy, I am getting off track but I have to address something with you all.  There is no EX-CIA, ok?  You can't STOP knowing secrets.  If are trusted if you are approved if you are deposed or kicked out, you can't STOP knowing secrets.  

Trust me on this.  

Once you go into the CIA you can't come out.  It's just that simple.  It should be a GLORIOUS ceremony and it should be lauded by everyone that you know that will STOP knowing but there is no COMING OUT of a secret society.  You can get mad you can bitch and you can scream "TURN ON YOUR EFFING PHONE" but you are never done with your secret society.  So don't put some guy up there who was ex-CIA on the TV.  If he says he is out, only HE says that he is out.  CIA says "yep, there's his name, he's still in".  That's why in the Godfather that one line goes "as soon as I'm about to get out, they pull me back in".  Congratulations on joining the CIA, welcome to hell, lol. 

Now obviously they all have to work together and they probably are allowed to have sex parties I am guessing, but you can't STOP knowing secrets.  This means that Obama and Clinton and Carter, I don't care where they live, as long as they live in a secure facility in Washington DC, ALL the rest of their lives.  And if their wives want to run for congress all that can happen is they I dunno... that messes it up to some extent but as before we need to have quiet repetitive center all locked up and pumping blood out to the rest of the country.  Call it HELL if you want but that hole or center or nucleus needs to be secure.   

Ok, I am WAY off topic now but real quick, do you ever wonder if there is some elucidated whore out there who calls her thingy, her Clinton? (oh come on you know that's funny). 

Being a leader, involves leading the bland AND the blind.  Businesses are bland, people are blind.  Two parts to any solutions.  This plus that.  The other minus the other.  That times that.  Need the blood and the body to make the country work.  Trump knows about leading the body and, as you can tell, he has ZERO ability to lead the body.  Obama is just the opposite.  As a black person you can see that he has always known how to lead the people but not known about how to lead the businesses or the blood.  Money is the blood, people and POWER are the blood.  It's important to use BOTH in leading.  I have said this before so it sounds repetitive to me now.  It's going to take time to LEARN this lesson so he will just have to practice until he gets it.  I can tell he is going to be LOUSY at speeches so... oh well, he will get better.  It's like listening to bad bands or bad singers in karaoke,  it sounds terrible and you want it to stop but if you can for one moment HOPE that they keep doing it, practicing it, we will have one more person that can sing and make people happy... and that's worth the pain of suffering through the shrill noise.  

Ok so enough about Hillary, what I didn't talk about her, well if can't say something nice, I am trying and I WANT to trust HIllary and the Clintons but I don't.  My father wanted to vote for her long ago and wasn't allowed and I sort of changed my view for a while but can't separate my regular self from my mathematical self.  They are corrupt.  And if they aren't, then there is SOMEBODY there that is.  Obama is hugely popular but if he runs again with his wife as the major, will he be corrupt... yes.. sadly I believe it so but maybe I am just looking at the Bushes too much.  I like GW.  For everything he did, his only problem was "friends of Jesus".  He respected his elders and they told him to cover up and to protect them he did it.  It's not unlike MY life where I am trying to be dignant while keeping my people honest and respectable.  But it's too much family after two terms to just keep choosing the same set of people as leader.  It becomes a beast as I said in the last blog.  People against them are not singular people versus other single people, they are against THE COUNTRY.  

It's like Tempertanking or Kemperlecki or whatever.   He LOOKS Arabic.  And when you see him not standing for the national anthem he is LOOKING rather heretical.  That's what I mean.  People start to make things forbidden and now instead of dude just stand , it becomes an ex-communication happening in our minds because he will DO forbidden stuff.  That's rather like opposing a Clinton or opposing a Bush, yes? Well that's what can't happen.  WE can't make ourselves BETTER than others because that's vanity.  That's a division.  That's royal.  

I could go on about how offensive that is not to stand for the anthem or to refuse to pledge allegiance to the flag but that would a be huge amount of other material.  

Now I want to discuss my personal situation.  I live with my mother.  You might think this pathetic.  If so, please proceed to uncap that jar of Petroleum Jelly you have been staring at.  Rest of you know well the reasons for NOT believing people to be pathetic.  

When you are in a perfect storm, like in the movie, you are surrounded.  I didn't understand that the first time I saw the movie.  They didn't spell it out for you on the weather map.  What's so perfect about it, I thought, once you are in it you are in it.  But the perfect storm was not about surviving the storm it was about avoiding the storm.  You see that?  There were THREE storms.   They went out deep enough to a place FAR from land to get a bunch of fish but way out there, while they were distracted, they allowed themselves to get surrounded by THREE hurricanes.  At this point, the only way out was through one of them.  

I understand this better than most because I ALSO am surrounded.  I was arrested by perhaps, a CORRUPT cop.  Not saying it is so, just saying maybe.  I told you this before that I was told to get off the bar stool then told to leave and then I refuse and then one cop got angry at me and decided to trap me in the drive-thru the next time I drove home.  And if it was just him, no problem.  Just avoid that guy in a city of millions and we just skip it like forever, but later came the part where his friends hide my license plate, refuse to give me water, keep me in a cell for hours dehydrated, boast about how much they dislike me, lose my calling card credentials and put my cuffs on too tight and send my parents on wild goose chase to get money.  It becomes more than just one guy it becomes whole storm of people wanting to BACK UP that guy that is really just way out there when it comes to normal cops, so much so that I honestly begin to FEAR going to the cops for anything.  

Ok that's one storm.  Now he may have had REASON to fear me.  I have been singing karaoke for close to 20 years.  I have been frequenting bars almost as long as I have been able to drink.  Everyone knows me here in the city not because I have done this or that but because I am a regular.  I have plenty of money because I live or lived with my parents on and off and I flung it at the bars while singing karaoke.  Now one day I find this guy that I knew LONG AGO and sang karaoke with and he is RUNNING karaoke so we become friends and I start to sing at his bar instead of others.  We become better friends and soon we are back at his house playing poker on a regular basis.  I soon get to know his landlord and then WE become friends.  

Good things.  

Now fast forward to they always had girlfriends and I am wanting to finally get married or something so I can bring her to poker and "have it all" and then one day a girl I am interested in asks the landlord about me and her response is to run out of the bar.  Was there a problem?  Was she a whore and she got warned that I wasn't going to pay?  Was she the daughter of the landlord and he lied about me cuz SCREW YOU NOONE sleeps with the daughter of the POOBAH!  Who knows.  Later we are playing poker and I VOICE my grievance.  At this point I am pissed... I mean if I can't count on my friends to give a thumbs up to a girl on my behalf why am I even WITH them.  This has nothing to do with drugs.  But later it seems it DID have something to do with drugs because if I would have just had simple disagreement with "a guy" that would have been the end of it.  We got mad, time passed, we got less mad, time passed, "hey how ya doing, let's have a drink".  That should have been how it ended but no.  Instead the movie The Grudge happened.  This landlord, turns out to have had a LOT of friends and this MOB of people turned out to have FEELINGS on the subject of people being mad at one of the BETTER people.  Fast forward to everyone tries to get along but can't.  Fast forward to that bar closes but not before I am booted out of my job by people that CLEARLY had some sort of hatred going on, that had nothing to do with work.  

That is storm 2.  Oh yeah, You can't imagine being in the shit I am in.  

After this, I am thankfully oblivious to most of what is going on because I chock full of 401k money and really a hole with a video game and a bottle of liquor is not such a bad hole.  Oh sure they tried to do as much as they could by sending agents online and crashing now TWO of my computers and causing all manner of disruption much as was possible without forcing me to call the police.  But had too much money to care.  I could still make it to the bar and publicly... they couldn't do much.  Especially if I still had money to spend.  So I stop going to that bar and go to this new bar.  An older bar when the owner knew and liked my sister a while back and I felt safe there since they knew me and I wasn't singing karaoke.  But this place is chock full of agents wanting me to JOIN THEM also.  I had already learned my lesson with going back to people's houses, thanks but no thanks, I will just drink away the rest of my 401k right here at the bar.  Besides, I kind of knew those other people were waiting for an excuse to claim "heresy" and I wasn't goign to GIVE them that excuse.  And besides also, I was still mad at them.  I was really QUITE oblivious to how these things worked at the time.  Well, one day one of their drug dealers comes to tell me that this person is a drug dealer and me with my faithful and diligent self goes back to that other one and tells her she was just ratted out.  In hindsight, saying this out in public was not the best move but piss on them I didn't want to be part of anything anymore, I had had it.   Well, I had had it with them and then they had it with me.  Minutes later I am arrested for DUI.  Yes, really. 

Now I don't want you to imagine being surrounded by three groups of people that all work in different areas of a huge city, that all HATE you, because you would literally be afraid to go out to the gas station but you can believe that there are people like me, who are actually living this life that I am in where even in an emergency room I honestly can't tell if the nurse is hating on behalf of the police who told her a story or the two OTHER groups of people that hate me because that's what people do to IMPERTINENT FOOLS who do forbidden stuff to THEIR people that are better.   

That is a perfect storm.  

It took the death of my father to get them all to quiet down.  It is quiet now.  For five years now I haven't been able to go to a theater without being harassed.  I drive down the road and people in full daylight will tailgate me with their lights on.  I show up at a drive-thru and people can't hear me.  But I am still just a regular person.  I haven't put anyone in jail.  I haven't sued the police.  I haven't beaten the TAR out of stupid people that have pushed me too far SO MANY TIMES.  

But now it's over and I wonder what do I do now?  How did I survive this?  Do I go back into the storm and try to conquer it somehow?  Do I warn people?  

One thing I do know is, it comes from Mexico.  This whole thing comes from evil and evil can only exist when OTHER people have a different way of thinking and try to make that work here.  At least I THINK so.  

I might have a skewed opinion on things.

PS.  Because these three groups of people know me, I have created perhaps a beast of people that work together that shouldn't.  People look at me, that I don't even know, with looks from the grave, and really, I haven't done anything all that terrible.  DUI,  people... what? 

Thursday, August 25, 2016

No proof

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Without time there is no proof.  We can't know if anything matters until AFTER the fact.  If we had it to decide we would do what's right all of the time.  This includes wrath, competition, and vanity.  We do things to reverse what's been done to us and if nothing is done then nothing is lost or won.  All things remain still without action.  They remain still without feelings.  

It's only in the future that we can either prove or disprove whether we have done the right thing and if we, having settled the dispute, can know if we were outnumbered. Men are the destroyers and women are the builders.  It's possible to build TOO MUCH and like having too many deer maybe it's necessary to curb that with an appropriate amount of destruction.  But with time, all things fade.  That is why it's important to react to things... slowly.  

swift to hear slow to speak Slow to wrath - Book of James

When Superman turned back time I thought to myself, that's not Superman that's some incredibly imaginative screenwriters.  But organizing the world is very difficult.  Have you ever watched NEXT?  Such is the way of things for some people.  They know the PLAN.  And I believe there IS a plan and if so then it can and is often CHANGED.   Who would do this?  Well every city out there is chock full of drug dealers, real estate people and other millionaires, LIKE MY UNCLE... that just sit around wondering when the price of land is going to go up and HMM what do we do about people COSTING us the value of our land or who are making us seem unattractive.  See, these are the titans.  They have huge plans, have huge amounts of money and since society has been organized around money THAT is God.  Like it or not THAT is what is fundamental and perhaps it is the only way the entire world can be organized and soft.  Violence is the only real enemy after all.  If people are breathing and living and sexing what else is there but drugs and video games.  That is my view of the world but it is WAY far in the future AFTER we take everyone's money away and I sense that is FAR from happening and frankly I don't see any other way to run things except in small capsules that explode as soon as division forms.  Division always forms btw... what... was my point... 

Oh, so once this PLAN is formed for the city, everyone's names get thrown up there.  Therefore THIS guy is going this far and that guy is going to get promoted this day and we don't have to give THAT guy anything after his DUI... just saying.  But my point is, if there IS a plan, then it's possible to CHANGE the plan, and that is what it means to turn back time.  

At the end of NEXT, the supreme being, Nicholas Cage's character realizes that he cannot stop the end of the world and I watch it and cry and ball realizing this is how it is going to be in real life... but good news!  He wakes up.  See that?  Someone that is a supreme being plays out several scenarios before making a plan and if, as I suspect, there are GROUPS of SMARTER people than me, then they have adjustment bureau'ed it all and the end can be stopped and altered.  Did you guys see Adjustment Bureau?  It's about me.  They're all about me.  lol, which part? 

Oh, right Muslims.  Well Muslims are the other white meat.  If our society fails, there is always another way of thinking and even though ISIL is frankly a bunch of thugs that said to themselves, oh yeah let's TV Ministry some people to fight for us (sorry Joel), the Muslim brand is what the Bible talks about when it states that there must be two sides always.  It is saying with some measure that power corrupts.  If you ever watch the cartoon Fist of the North Star, you will understand this better.   

And you might think, OH RIGHT this guy is just waiting to Al Quaida himself someday... and if you think that... now's a good time to grab some of the Petroleum Jelly you've been staring at... yet really that's all there is is organization or chaos.  

In Dungeons and Dragons, I have explained the title of this before that we are all either in a dungeon controlled by others or we are part of the dragon, that flicks off scales like it goes through oxygen, you must choose.  You can be either in the FBI where there is danger and purpose or you can be part of the dragon that uses up people to support other people, or y0u can be sheep.  Sheep have NO ACCESS to the future.  POOF something happened like it happened to my father and everyone is blithely aware of what really happened nice funeral too bad he had to suffer so much we didn't know blah blah blah... people risking their lives for either find sheep disgusting, much like Jesus does when he talks of hypocrites and how LUKEWARM faith gets spit out... which makes you wonder for a moment... excuse me Jesus sir um, what OTHER temperature of water was there back in pre-refrigeration time?  

Just saying. 

But faith is a necessary part of our existence.  Government will become corrupt so it MUST be changed often.  Trump will do this.  Something is wrong with the government or at least with the people and we need it fixed and we need some form of re-structure for that to happen.  If it was me I would blame the doctors but people would say OH SURE his dad dies now ALL DOCTORS need to go.  But no, it's not that.  You who have studied history remember the age of the plebians and patricians and the borgeousie.  The borgeousie had the power to depose governments because they started to use caveat emptor.  As their culture of OUTWITTING customers grew, it became part of the culture to demand this of THEIR members that they agree that a division was appropriate.  It then became proper to turn that greed upwards much like happened in Salem.  This magic is what greed is, it's witchcraft and once it becomes part of the culture then it becomes a THING UNTO ITSELF.   Now everyone that has faith in society dissappears as the people that fuel this CULTURE (aka false God) delight in how fun it is to mine the cesspool of humanity that offers itself for sacrifice.... stupidly.  

Oh, so turning back time is like that.  If you are this guy in a hopefully still normal city of people that plan things, then you can RE-plan and that is like changing the future but not really.   Of course if you use it for selfish means, that is a beginning of an implosion, sort of like using a personal server for state secrets... 

But all things taste better with a bit of pepper, so adding some entertainment to boring news is how the world will work from now on.  But (did I just use but twice) watching yesterday I saw Trump latest and he was changing his stance on immigration and you know, it's getting to be not very funny.  It's like the boy who cried wolf.  Your message and how you are is like our society,  fixed tough outer part, jelly and mealy middle part and at the center another tough trapped incredibly repetitive part.  The nucleus or the heart.  remember how I said once that I was the genie of the lamp?  Well, that is what it means phenomenal cosmic power, itty bitty BOEING 757 and if you do too much comedy it starts to be not very serious(Joel, lol sorry man it's fun to mess with ya but I love ya and you're really impressive if that's really just you writing all of what you preach) and that's what the nation is if we are going to be effective is that we all have to know our places and know our vision as a nation and then work at making everyone adopt a similar vision, not the least of which is Mexico and their cartels.  

But finally I want to expound on something that I read in a book about Paladins.  I always wanted to be a Paladin.  Being a Paladin is genius.  Having no purpose or being led by money is like living off of gambling.  Oh boy this is gonna take a while.   To live off of gambling you have to be incredibly smart and agile.  You not only want to push the odds as much as possible by staying awake long hours and watching people and tables, you will also HOPE people are stupid.  You will want someone to accidentally drop chips on the floor or stumble off drunk without their chips or you will watch to see if they leave their wallet at the bar.  That is caveat emptor, the beginning of chaos.  Think about the machines, as they become hard to play they lose their customers but as they become easy to play they become boring.  And as people start to enjoy games they will gamble more so it's in YOUR best interest to keep up with the levels of interest of those people.  They determine whether YOU will eat but really what matters is if the people watching you this WHOLE TIME, will allow you to cheat and use the stuff you have been doing to outperform the other patrons, it's unfair but not if noone knows (trust me, someone knows).  Still, if you become part of the decor and dress well and always smell like I dunno Trump fragrance, you might be a necessary and welcome part of the atmosphere and plus you gotta live cuz PEOPLE gotta live even if fundamentally gambling = some people lose = sacrifice = Satan.  But like I said before, Satan is not evil, nature is evil and more importantly nature is honest.  Nature is what happens when we relax.  We don't TRY to sacrifice, we allow it to happen.  That's why it's so easy to be an accomplice to evil because evil is natural.  It is even fun to watch.  So to fight this we must be vigilant.  WE must TRY to stop this to keep society in order... 

That's what happened at the hospital when my father died, it seemed like people just stopped trying... I could make them try harder but all that was gonna happen was they were gonna lock me up.  And it was perhaps fun for them to watch too, knowing full well I was miserable and I couldn't effect a change in their attitude.  But that was perhaps the hardest lesson of all is the EPILOGUE of indifference.   The last sound my father heard was some lady coughing her hate at me in the emergency room, what amount of my wrath has she earned I wonder for such a simple act? 

Repression is not the least of coping mechanisms in life.  I remain in my space ultimately powerful but sadly constrained.  Oh, right, Paladins, remember that Paladins are few and far between.  People that want to be the police are few and far between.  It's not very much money and it's not very much honor but LIFE is not built to withstand prolonged police work.  The law of the samurai is ALL THINGS will be broken and as such, just like Presidents, policemen need to be rotated out or at least into other areas or cities.  Friendship among workers is the beginning of cannibalism.  Trump knows this.  People start to talk and suddenly they want to form their own business.   Mimics.  Cannibals.  Reapers.  They will take what you've sown and keep working it but charge much more, not knowing not caring about the responsibility of HOW such things were created.  What is the point? 

Well, anti-Paladins, people that work for Devils, seem like ultimately where people will go with regard to pleasure and money.  They get paid to have police power right?  But this theory is against the laws of nature.  I take you back to my hole theory.  You can't add a hole.  Or better said, the wages of sin is death.  This means doing negative things causes disruption.  Once you do it others copy it.  That's nature.  That's cell theory.  If you are policing for money, OTHER people start policing for money.  If you are using private servers and erasing emails and selling state secrets to other heads of state or their political opponents, OTHER people MIMIC what you do.  If you are in public service but want to have some way of  being a Paladin but getting paid for it, and this is gonna sound funny, "let me direct you to my favorite charity!".  

See, it's not hard.   Order, like I am doing it now on this blog for ZERO money, is difficult.  It is honest and blunt and not very imaginative.  It is also VERY repetitive, queue in the "it's not hard" mentality.  chaos is like a bonfire.  It is beautiful and wonderful.  People like me WISH for a bonfire because I am alone.  But I am FREE of responsibility, at the center of things there are SERIOUS people, accoladed people, revered people.  People with reverent power like Rachel and Alex and Erin.  Yes, they are slightly beautiful, perhaps if they were bare-backed and bent over but STILL, lol... ok I'm still laughing, but still (see tiny bit of entertainment=good) we need to get back to the days when reverence matters because right now NSA is WAYOVER HERE watchin everybody, doctors are WAY OVER HERE getting paid too much, police are WAY OVER HERE afraid of illegals and their connections to Mexico and that causes them to deal with their problems by mimicking their enemies.  

Ok, so I'm missing something, oh Paladins are few and anti-Paladins, you might think are few also but no they are inherently weaker because noone supports them in court or on TV or even at a gas station, what do I mean?  I mean we need more Paladins and more doctors... good ones. 

See all this fear in this article, I am like this because of people, bad people, but there is no proof that I was ever wronged... but I WAS wronged. 

PS.  By the way, nothing personal against Mexico.  Whatever country south that criminals escape to often and whenever they have snatched up enough pesos, that's who I mean.  Criminals escape because they are not part of society which is why it's necessary to spread OUR way of thinking to OTHER countries, most especially NEARBY countries.  Besides if TRUMP is any kind of financial genius he should know the wall would be MUCH less expensive if we built it just SOUTH of Mexico... after we invade... er, I mean after they have their referendum to add their United States to OUR United States... because Osmosis yeah? Plus we need to make sure Spanish speakers can have their day in Spanish court, so Mexico, and may be Florida, and maybe Puerto Rico.  Honestly I don't think people even care about world domination anymore, but maybe that's my age showing.  I'm gonna edit this later.  I don't like to publish much but I feel I must sometimes so I don't appear like I have given up on you guys.