She touched the Queen

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Well I just restarted the computer and forgot to save all of the work I was doing. Blah! It was like an hour of stuff man.. crap.

I went to look up Proletariat and off I went into a tangent thinking about what it meant which got me looking up pictures of artists which always load up my computer with cookies so I restarted it and thought I had saved my work but I didn't... hmmf.

Don't let this happen to you.

I will try to restate what I said but it is somehow not as funny when you try to think it up again.

I was making the comparison between Angelina Jolie and Rachel Maddow and I was thinking which would be better to be with in bed. Sadly, this was much more acute and now I'm more embarassed to make the same comparison so.

Ok, if I were in bed with Angelina or Rachel, I would probably say something like we need to anti-polarize people in parties and make them more willing to change parties more often so that decisions can be made more often instead of stonewalling.

At this, Angelina would probably say something like "What?" and then we would just have sex and get to bed early.

If I were with Rachel however, she would explain all the complexities of doing this and for about a half hour I would just be mesmerized by her discourse. I would be like the Man from Atlantis just swimming in her affection and candor and about a half hour later, we would have sex.

So which would I choose, would I have sex with the goddess and get to bed early, or would I soulfully embrace the woman with the biggest heart in America a half hour later, and then have the sex.

Hard choice!

At this point I mentioned that I was watching the show and was upset that they had called Romney stupid because he was helping hand out canned goods. Yeah, don't say bad things about someone that is trying to help. EVER. You ever try telling a bartender to hurry up. You should try it. You guys all need to learn the lesson.

Ok, now if you want to bash someone for what they have done, don't do it. Don't go GEORGE did it or OBAMA did it. Healthcare is like this. We have the chance to give everyone healthcare and even though it may be a big flop (especially for young people who ALL have to pay for it when at the same time NONE of the old people will pay anything extra) it is important to note that we always have the chance to amend our decisions.

I used to do this at work. I would say collections did this or credit is doing that or quality is doing the other. But even though I was making enemies, my focus was always on the process. If the process was improved then I was happy. This is how our laws should be made, with improvements. So when Bush says to go to Iraq, don't say he did wrong, say we spent this much and it cost this much and it was TOO MUCH but at least we know now for next time.

Same goes for GEORGE and his actions towards Iraq. It costed too much and too many people lost their lives and since it was so expensive maybe we should have cut it sooner and truth is it may be true, but don't blame the man for the decision. All decisions, good or bad, are a step closer to the goal, and even if it is a step in the wrong direction, it's a lesson.

This reminds me of a famous axiom about a financial manager that went to his boss and told him that a decision he made was going to cost the company a million dollars. So he asks that boss if he should pack up his things and leave because it was a major mistake... and the boss says.

"Why would I hire someone new, when I just spent one million dollars teaching you a lesson?"

All decisions are crucial and fortify the person and the country that we are. We may have done questionable things, but they were all good.

Hmmf. I just saw Romney asked 4 times by the SAME reporter if he would eliminate FEMA. That's harassment. It's things like this and the earlier comment on him being stupid for gathering cans that the Red Cross can't use, that make me wonder if I am running with the monkeys. Every group of people has its jabberjaws. The ones that say we gotta do this and that without really thinking, without really asking, and without really caring. That's why sometimes I wanna join the Republicans because meh, if so many people here are so thick they can't see what right is, I might as well join hell and turn out the bad people there, and the sad part is, it will be EASIER than showing good people that what they choose to do is evil.

It just struck me who Flo from the Progressive commercial reminds me of. And I used to think it was Elvira because she was somehow hot but not so hot but then when they did a close up on her face I was like dang she IS pretty good-looking... hmm. Hmmm. OH yeah, she looks like Molly Parker. And bam I was like yep it's her and that makes her fine! And when I say fine, I mean Jordache tight jeans 80s fine not fine like they say today isawright fine. And Molly Parker is supah-fine. thot you knew. In fact I had a crush on her for a while and then like so many others, it wore off but I would be like tripping if I saw her.

You know I am sitting here listening to Willie Nelson and it reminds me what it's like to be the one not in the loop. In Wesley Snipes case, I don't believe for one second that he wasn't dodging taxes but in Willie's case, I believe he trusted the wrong person like Billy Joel did I guess. AFter they get him for taxes, the police catch him sitting in a car alone smokin' pot and arrest him again. That's when you know you are alone... when you're famous... and the police still want you in jail.

This reminds me of another song that goes "I'll never smoke weed with Willie again" which is kind of funny but really it just reminds me of how friends can ICK themselves from being your friends. Of course I'm saying all of these nice things about him and secretly I am wondering if the duet he did with Julio Iglesias about "All the girls I've loved before" was perhaps more the reality of who he is.... hmmf who knows.

You know if you were gonna name a group of people the Tea Party, shouldn't THESE people be FOREMOST against a government by the few? Shouldn't these people be against taxation without representation? Doesn't this imply a larger governement... BY the people? Wouldn't these people be against tyranny of a king and for the voice of the people? How could these people be Republican?

Boggles the mind.

Anyway, I just remembered the reason I was writing. If you were Romney, is there anything else that can happen to torpedo your campaign. I mean forget that the Obamacare healthcare plan that he plans to repeal is in fact a beautifully created program that YOU devised. Forget that the previous person from your party pretty much sunk the country financially to the point that to mention that you are pro-military is like stating that you can't wait to spend more money we don't have. Let's forget those two things and now let's just focus on the fact that DAYS before the election, a storm that requires the government to hand out huge checks to huge amounts of people will in effect bribe your opposition into voting against you.

How could Romney possibly win?

But you know this is something that I cannot abide as I am watching people talk about how Obama rescued the Detroit autoworkers is that people don't get just what a bailout is.

HOW can you go throught the financial bailout, watch all those people get rich, watch millions of homes go bust and then say that it's ok to do a bailout?

If your government helps ONE business and doesn't help the others, that is a monopoly. Risk is supposed to be taken all the way to the edge but if some few people know there will be a bailout, this is how wars get started. I mean this is a betrayal of epic proportions. 5 men become gods, 50,000 people lose all they ever built.

I lost my job, went from 30k to zero, Bash! Darn! Boo! but to say help me President and then make these few men eternal while all the competition has its spirit broken, THAT is like Chris Hayes said "PROFANE". That is what it means to be in a democracy and suppress the vote he said, Well it's also profane to connect business with government which allows a monopoly. Monopoly equals tyranny yeah? To allow a bailout, is to move this line of risk and return. Even to mess with it should feel like someone grabbing the ballot from your hands. I have seen on TV the after effects of what happened from the auto bailout and people that made money were not taken to jail because a bailout is not a criminal act done by the few, it's orchestrated evil. It wrongs SO many people on SO many levels, that noone can tell what happened until the money is safely squirreled away in overseas accounts.

By the way, WHO THOUGHT OF THIS? Overseas accounts? How can Americans be allowed to move income overseas? How can people here be accountable if we allow money to be moved overseas? Why wouldn't I just borrow some money, pay some 3 times the value on some stock and then just move my brokers' percentage overseas before the company collapsed. Then I could claim bankruptcy and all of my money HERE is liable, and the rest noone knows about or is non-admissible since it is unrelated to the business of running the business.

Ok, in a good mood now but I am missing something, oh yeah the Queen. I saw a recent show on a meeting the wife of Obama had with the Queen of England and at a certain gathering with many guests, she put her arm around the Queen.

Now if you come to America it's ok to put your hands on the queens cuz we all do. But if we are invited to another person's house and you see something that you shouldn't do, WHY GO THERE?

When you make decisions, it doesn't matter what it is because good or bad we learn something. But when you choose to ignore protocol, that's disrespect. Meh, it was probably a slip up but I saw something else this week that the wife had problems with an aide and he had to go which makes sense to me also cuz if I have a wife people better get along with my wife. But what hits me hard is that Hillary is leaving. I have watched "The Ides of March" so many times now that it strikes me as obvious that Hillary made a deal for only 4 years, "let's not get ahead of ourselves" they said and now the Obama camp doesn't seem at all similar to what it was 4 years ago. If he gets rid of Hillary and keeps that treasury secretary, I'm changing parties...



Maybe I dunno.

Good pilgrim

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Good pilgrim you do wrong your hands too much, which mannerly devotion shows in this for saints have hands and pilgrims hands DO touch, and palm to palm is holy palmers' kiss...

Have not saints' lips?  And holy palmers too?

Signing off

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"My heart was pierced by cupid, I disdain all glitter and gold... there is nothing can console me, but a big fat ass whole where my foot should be.."

Hmmf, doesn't rhyme.

I used to play Soulcalibur and get so sad or perhaps less than sad, more melancholy at the sound of the music. I can hear it even now in my head. So much excellence and practice required to be able to defeat the various alternate abilities and tactics of the various enemies. I would spend hours just watching the animation to see if this move or that would "fit" as a counter move after a block or if this power move would cancel out an opponent's power move that was slightly faster.

So much practice was required and to what end? To be able to destroy your opponent. To do what Jesus said would pull a camel through the eye of a needle. The music, a poignant reminder, that what you are doing, practicing destruction, is wrong.

So it's good to practice in fantasy I suppose, to allow you to quell your demons and to provide some level of release I suppose. Shadowrun has this music too. Sad yet mysterious. It's a great game though I realize now that some kids or gangs got on there and somehow know my gamertag and proceeded to harass me.

That is what is sad to me, not to know that destruction is coming but to know that it is well-deserved. Robert Frost once said that for destruction ice would suffice but that from what he knows of desire he favored fire. I hold that view as well. People can't resist evil or I should say not enough of them do. Or more pointedly, not enough of them fight it within themselves.

Hmmf I'm in a sour mood now. Signing off.

Oh, I was gonna watch Cloud Atlas but it occurs to me that Sandra Bullock should have been in that movie and I betcha she wasn't asked so I'm gonna boycott it. Well maybe for another week I suppose. The last movie was such trash that she did with Tom Hanks, that I wonder that someone isn't sabotaging her career like they are doing to Charlize Theron.

Eight

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I started to think what number would be the quintessential basic number that makes me ok with the world. I thought at first, five because five is SO QUINT-essential. Then I thought six because it sounds like sex and that CAN'T be coincidence. Then I thought eight, because if you twist it sideways it turns into the symbol for infinity.

My birthday has 2 sixes a 9 and an eight in it so sometimes I wonder if that means something. If you take the sixes and center the holes of the three you get s symbol that turns into a black hole. This is perhaps what a devil does. The NUMBER of the beast is 666 so if you get a black hole until infinity you have basically just a drain,

Destruction and chaos swirling around a selfish center that can never be filled... I wonder.

But just imagine for a minute, that I let go of that selfishness. I unhook the holes and instead tie the ends. Now let's take the ends and line them up. Let's put the two sixes on top of each other, in a controlled way, and treat the nine as separate. Let's take the two numbers now and, still attached, face them opposite each other. Now let's move them together. Slowly we have controlled the number of the beast and instead of a black hole hurricane looking symbol, we have infinity. An eight sideways.

All of my wisdom, controlled, identified, and used to achieve grace... not so much something that can last forever, but like the black hole, something that will break apart at any moment if not CONTROLLED.

Infinity is a dream but grace is not. Anything that is permanent is in a state of grace, perfectly controlled, but nothing is permanent, except the ideal of infinity and as such the symbol 8 sideways should identify grace as well.

So I have hope then that I was not marked at birth with these numbers.

Many numbers show up again and again to show mark me as ODD, like my telephone numbers when I was young. I still remember 366-6162 and 888-something and a bunch of easy numbers that noone else had. That made me have a fixation, slightly on why my numbers came out so nice.

But those days are long behind me. I realize now that while I was ignorant, I was tender and gentle and always looking up welcoming challenges, believing I could not lose and that all things were possible for me if I just gave it enough effort. As I searched for how to do things more perfectly however I chose things that were not what most people would have chosen.

I have done questionable things... a quote from Hal Jordan justifying his power to the new Green Lantern who had to replace him because Hal believed more power would allow him to do what a normal corps member could not, so he steals all of the power of the lanterns and then he becomes, what he became...

Luckily for you guys, or luckily for me perhaps, I have not allowed myself to seek more power or money. I have tasted so many things, that I refuse to enjoy anything new. I have a careful lock on my appetite and as it turns out it is easier to do this if you have less energy overall. It's also easier if you drink but meh I ain't doin that no more.

We all know that spending 3000 at Disney is much better than 300 and we all know your wife gets better and better looking the more often you spend money on her, especially when you spend TEN times the normal amount. We all know that a 6k Pinto gets talked about about as often as a 60k Mustang and in what ways. Put a fat diamond tie clip on your tie and see what happens to everyone's behavior in the coming month.

Once you get a taste of something and you like it, it's like doing cunnilingus for the first time... it's like a fetish or something. Suddenly you wonder, selfishly, if you could do this to THAT woman or THAT one. Twilight zone! Love and marriage just went out the window cuz you got a new skill and you just gotta try this and see how far you can take it. Shame on you hahahaha..... and ME hahahahaha.

So you get my point, it's normal yeah?

Eventually you get enough of it. Or your girlfriend reads your mind one day like mine did and pisses herself on purpose. People find out you been watching pornos and they look for your stash or mess with your video-streaming like they did to me at diabolique.com and you lose your wunderlust. You get slammed with 4k of bills and given jail time and community service time and your days of drinking are taken away from you, all of a sudden.

That's cruel and unusual punishment btw. You can't know it unless it happens to you but it is. Imagine putting on your best face and asking for some food in a drive-thru and then being attacked with BS over and over and then having a manager threaten you with calling the police and then as you wonder how this became a police matter, a police officer steps in front of them just as you get angry so that instead of threatening the people back for wronging you, the officer writes down all of YOUR behavior as offensive. And since you been drinking, then you are the "not of sound mind", so it's like someone kicked the dog and then told the police the dog is dangerous. Take the dog away officer it's scaring me, and it might be slightly PISSED that I kicked it!

Don't let this happen to you. I wouldn't wish that on a dog. I especially wouldn't wish that on someone I care about.

If it was me, I would close all bars. On the other hand I might be open to allowing some of the bars to stay open if they served food and then I would close all of the drive-thrus. Yeah I would need the bar's help but if they put enough pressure on people that want to close all the bars, like these drive-thru people that think it's a good idea to put an overnight drive-thru next to a bar and then treat the patrons like they are trolls not people, I betcha the restaurants would have to close their drive-thrus.

Yep, couldn't happen soon enough. Steak and Shake was the restaurant. What a good example to the other restaurants. This way when there are no bars left, and noone is on the road after 7pm or so, all restaurants can get rid of their drive-thrus. GOOD IDEA!!

If you wonder why I'm pissed I dunno, would this piss you off? If you had a wife and a job and children would you be able to endure 4k in fees and DUI school and a psychotherapist that makes you feel that NOONE is going around drinking and driving. Not to mention would you feel safe again? How could you go back after all of this?

You know the cops know your car now. You know how much trouble another DUI gets you and that they are looking for you. You know there is noone from the bar so much interested in keeping you safe from the cops as they are in "accidentally" getting you in trouble again from the "bar".

I'm not saying someone called the police from the bar. Nope. Not saying that.

A final word.  Don't be condescending.  REMEMBER my words about paper scissors rock.  You might think hahaha that pervert nobody from jail that likes to watch porn and drink knows nothing about having a real job.  Maybe you think I got what I deserved.

No.  Noone deserves that and most especially not someone in need.

Maybe you like to think that people in jail should stay there or that people that watch porn deserve to have their yonks yanked back and forth while they are trying to please themselves, maybe it's fun to mess with the EPILLEPTIC?!!!

That which you do unto others you do unto me - Jesus

It's a small wonder when you see whole groups of people jeer me on as the guy from the drive-thru, a week later some guy yells at me in the drive-thru just to let me know it's me and some more weeks later more people make more fun as they put face to story about what happened.  And you might not think this odd but as people watch you make someone suffer someone that doesn't deserve it, how bad can they feel to do it to a few hundred people later on?  People always justify themselves. 

Remember that commercial about insurance where someone tells the father "I'm watching you" but then the baby speaks up and says "That's ok because I'm watching you watching him".  Yeah well that speaks to our youth.  Children are learning and first thing that's gonna happen is we ain't havin' it, whatever corruption is, children ain't havin it.  As soon as two people look like they are sitting funny kids are like, daddy what's that! That's corruption!

So watch yourselves, guys, whatever is worth doin, is worth doin in public.  If you can kick the dog, then you shouldn't jump up and cry when you didn't read the whole loan agreement that was in a different language and you get your house taken away.  If you think porn is bad, don't cry foul when your brother kills his wife for cheatin on him.  If you think epilleptics have no use, well then you've never known love. 

Oh and one more thing... Galactus is coming.

Silent Hill

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I am SO flabberghasted!  I read an article that says the Silent Hill is not a good movie and knowing the industry such as I do I know that they just don't want video games tied to movies like I KNOW they one day are going to... so I pull up the trailer, nice very video gamey, nice horror and stuff, probably some good effects with the 3D but still the crtic said the story is not very good and having just watched Sinister and Apparition, which both were either too intellectual or too vague for me, I figured I would be dissappointed. 

And then I see who is in it...  Carrie-Anne Moss and Radha Mitchell. 

How do you NOT mention these people in your ad?!!!

Boggles the mind.

So I gotta go and pay full price on a Saturday which costs more and 3D which costs more, which I pay attention too since I have no money now and despite the stupid critic on whatever talk show, I'm gonna be happy to RISK IT!

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I saw the show and it was great.  You know, if you recognize two or three names, that's usually enough to say that the movie will turn out great.  This movie also had Sean Bean and Malcolm McDowell who are also great actors, so for me, being acutely attuned to eye candy, I would rather have familiar actors that will demand that the movie make sense than have some not so well known actors that simply don't get the movie they are in, and by the way neither does the AUDIENCE!  Oh and btw, Cabin in the Woods, great movie, anything by Joss Wheadon is pretty much a fun show.  Fear the Reapers!!!

Am I wrong?

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So you want to ask yourself am I wrong? Have I done the wrong things that got me to where I am? Are there others like me or are they all out to get me?

I was imagining myself on the Chris Hayes show, he's a protege of Rachel Machow-chow from Ohiowa, heh. I love her. And I was wondering if I would be able to get a job on the show. I could discuss righteousness for the nation with the best of them I think but at some point I would AGAIN become the devil's advocate. Meaning that while they all start to agree that Sunonu is a racist I would have to chime in with something... antithetical.

He said that General Powell's support of Obama was not for political reasons but for "other" reasons. And then the journalist did what all Journalism intern 20-somethings wonder about... he pressed him for his answer. This little pressing is why we have Todd Akin's name as a household word instead of some people in his state knowing who he is. This is where journalism falls apart and politics takes over. If he is unwilling to offend someone... WHY GO THERE?!!!

TWO people are to blame for Sunonu's racist comment, his and the journalist. We can all relax because all the black people that didn't give a damn about Sunonu's personal views now DO because this fatman of a journalist decided to "get his cut". And in so doing now has riled up the fatheads at the center of the black racist movement. Yay, one for the fatheads! Fatheads untie!

Sunonu then goes on to spell out that Powell's "other" reason for supporting Obama is because, in Sunonu's opinion,  is because Obama is black. BWAHAhahahha. That's SO disresepectful, it's funny. But the truth is that the Republican mentality is such that they are a bunch of betrayers.   Sunonu was probably feeling a bit of that betrayal at the time.  That's why instead of forgiving Akin they served him up on a platter despite his local support. That's why if there is any chance that you can be brought down, your buddies are the first ones to say yeah man you had a good run. That's why if you are Sarah Palin or Paul Ryan, you have a chance at being president, because Newt Gingrinch, haha, has done so many of these oops things that his long history of being a politician and his sheer genius can be discounted when coupled against Palin's pristine record, despite that's she's like half his age.

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By the way, if you want genius you have to feed your genius.  Think of "Hasaan like" and stuff and imagine him with like 5 women in front of a fire, him eating pork with his feet in warm salt water getting his feet scrubbed now you have the essence of what I imagine about Newt Gingrich.  Tomorrow he can conquer the world but for about 2 hours, let's do this!
I want to retire and be like him.  He is terrible but SO useful.  In fact I imagine Bill Maher becoming like him only with perhaps less of a following but still likeable and with his affable take or leave it sense of grace... which is not so gracious hehe.

Republicans are all about sacrifice and betrayal.

So if Powell were a GOOD SOLDIER, he would still be a faithful Republican, instead he says that he not only supports Obama NOW but that he THEN voted for Obama 4 years ago as a member of the Republicans.

I mean WHO made this man a GENERAL?!!!!!

So... you have three people there and you wonder which of them to feel MOST sorry for. Sunonu, Powell, or the journalist. 

One of them is leading the blind.  Maybe all of them.

This reminds me of that commercial where the black guy is talking on his phone but is good friends with a white girl that has his complete attention but that keeps on typing on his phone. She goes on to say that she found out stuff on the internet that was true and that nothing on the internet is not true. Then she remarks she's on her way to a date with a french model from the internet and this guy shows up fat belly no ass with glasses and says bon jour. So we have good looking girl that wants a french model, like the one from Along came Polly no doubt, but spends all her time with a black guy that's more interested in a car crash and then gives it up to the liar. The black guy is me so nuffsaid there, and the guy getting the dates is a liar who doesn't work out his body because... lying works.

Who should we feel more sorry for?

So after candering this up for the moderates and saving face once again from being called an extremist, I would take off my dunce cap and for once speak and offer up this view of America on The Chris Hayes Show, because if Rachel were there I would just not speak I would just have like a think bubble over my head with the picture of the Man from Atlantis there and with my face on him.

America is like like Angelina Jolie.

She has too many kids, too much money, too much fame, her eyes are too big, her lips are too big, her husband is too good looking, her movies are too good, her legs are too long, her boobs are too nice, her fingers are too nice, her knees are too nice, her hair is too nice, (what hair, how does anyone see hair past those eyes?)

If she speaks nothing bad comes out, if she breathes you kind of want to jump over there and smell it just to see what it would smell like.

And with that I would pull out a big huge fan poster of just her face on poster board and put it up in front of me. It would be fully 6 foot long and then I would pause and say...

Am I wrong?

Am I wrong to like her?

Animosity

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In math there is a strange series of numbers that appear as you get close to zero. In fact I would rather state that this is what it is like to change dimensions. I don't understand what the fourth dimension looks like anymore than I can recognize what the first dimension looks like.

We are in the third dimension. Everything has length width and height. Since we have two eyes we can sense depth because of the difference in images sent to the brain by the two eyes.

If we had only one eye we would all be in the second dimension. Everything would just have length and height and though the forms would change, we would not be able to tell depth or width unless we got up next to the object. It would be unsettling to suddenly be blind to depth though once trained to sense depth, even with one eye, you would still be able to sense depth with just the one eye. Just close your one eye and test that for yourself.

And this is what it is like to be able to sense evil. Once you can sense it you are forever "sense"tive to it. Like having a sixth sense. You can detect evil. Evil once it knows this, especially the higher up ones they are going to want to ruin you or at least to discredit you so that people won't believe you. I have to say it does sound rather selfish to say you know who all the bad people are hahaha. So I will leave that there.

So the fourth dimension would include length height width and perhaps heat. If there is a spidey-sense, then this would be it. An ability to sense danger or animosity. My guess is that all wild animals have it. They all have 2 eyes so why not have this. So since domesticated people don't have this sense, you could say they are inferior. They are less aware. But if you have this sense then people that care, like police or criminals for example, will want to know who you are because you are no longer domesticated. If they "train" you to be wild, you can no longer be domesticated. Paradox.

If you are blind, you are in the first dimension. You can only sense how far away something is by sound. By the one dimension you can sense. If you once had sight you can imagine an image of what you are seeing but as your life goes by your images start to fade and you forget what everything looks like, except your mother's face maybe or having sex or what pizza looks like but for the most part you won't be able to add image to every sound so, in that vein, there is hope that someone free from danger, can lose his sense of animosity. He can lose his Post-Traumatic-Stress-Disorder. His PTSD.

I hope so. For all of our soldiers' sake.

But that main reason I am writing is to tell you about the interesting that happens as you get to numbers below one. Can you have HALF of a dimension?

Our elements go from having a balanced 1 proton 1 electron atom in Hydrogen all the way up to Uranium 235 or Carbon 14 or 7 or whatever. All balanced atoms that interact with others to create the various structures in our world.

Now in numbers if you want to divide something BY something else, it yields a number. Something solid. Imagine a Carbon 7 atom divided by Helium 2. That makes a 3 and 4 atom. Take a Uranium atom and divide it by a Gold atom and you get? Who cares. Hah, you women instantly know what I mean when I say that. You know more women should insist on orgasms out there because none of them ever asked me to finish them off.. like I mean ever. A lot of times I have but many other times I haven't and they didn't object from me just getting up and stopping and even though I was grateful and stuff that I could stop and I got mine, if I think about what I would feel like getting sex and getting close to orgasm, IT WOULD REALLY MATTER how to make a woman come! Just sayin.

Ok sidetracked. Now take this example of division and divide 235 by 5 and you get, 200 by 5 is 40 plus 35 by 5 is 7, so 40 plus 7 is 47. Ok easy.

Now what if you divide it by 2. 200 by 2 is 100, 30 by 2 is 15, 5 by 2 is 2.5 so 100 plus 15 plus 2.5 is 117.5. Nice, but notice how 117.5 is much higher than 47. So if you divide by a higher number it creates a smaller actual residue but in theory the same total.

Keep in mind we are liking this to elements.

Now if we divide by 1 we get 235. That's much higher than 117.5. But that's the end isn't it? We can't divide by zero. We can divide by negatives but there are no negative elements out there. All elements are solid. But the smallest conceivable element is hydrogen. There can be only one. OBI-WAN!

What if we create an element smaller than one? It has to exist right? Somewhere close to the center of the sun, something in there is more stable than hydrogen at higher temperatures, right? Maybe a half proton and half electron yeah?

BUT HOLD ON!

What happens when you split real stuff with this material? Let's divide 235 by a half. 200 divide by a half is 400, 30 divide by a half is 60, 5 divide by a half is 10 so 400 plus 60 plus 10 is 470.

So somewhere in the sun, matter that is less than one is taking all of our trash and creating MORE material than they started with. MORE.

This is what they mean when they refer to anti-matter. It's not that matter can be negative, it means that matter at very high temperatures with perhaps unique properties, can pull matter from another dimension.

If this were possible for us to harness we would indeed have unlimited energy. But then what. It pains me to give this information to you because everytime I give monkeys stuff they just use it against me. They abuse it.

Our earth is exploding even as we speak but that is because close to the center of it there is anti-matter or more appropriately perhaps, nanomatter. This is the fuel that could take us to other planets. This is how we maximize what we know with what will happen.

There is a cost off course. Everything comes in pairs. This matter that is exploding with matter at the center of our planet is in fact imploding in a parallel universe. In a black hole I guess. So I guess there must be black holes. It's hard to explain and it will take me some time to understand it but just like with the ejaculation suction theory of mine about orgasms, it doesn't make sense but in a small way it does.

Hope this helps someone.

Land of opportunity

BLM:90 WHM:90 SMN:90 THF:90 WAR:90 DRK:90 RNG:90 PLD:90

What do you call the land of opportunity? Lawless.

So more government is better yeah?

But if we have good people then we can use less government, less laws, and that means greater opportunity...  

So more government is better yeah?

I told my brother recently that if there is any doubt that a judge is abusing his power, think about the fact that he was elected by 1000+ people.  That his job has to be renewed by new elections and that even if the job has an unusual ability to change people's lives, it is a post that is necessary for the greater good and that the ONLY alternative to having a judge is to have an owner.  A private person that owns the neighborhood you live in, who decides what happens to you.  He is not elected he simply OWNS your property.  He is your lord and it's so LUCKY he likes you... forever and ever until he dies.

So more governement is better yeah?